I had a really good weekend. I did a bunch of shit but now I don't even feel rested in fact I feel even worse than last week. I'm tired and I'm terribly stiff and sore from my bed. This may be my last semester of school if so I only have like four more weeks but I honestly can't keep up with myself anymore. I hate sleeping so much but I need to try and get more, it's just hard because I hate being alone at night. Tomorrow is Monday so it's another new school week, fuck, I already feel like I can't go. I wish my life had a fast forward button that I could use during class. That would fucking rule. I'm playing Fallout 3 again so maybe I'll stop having a life for a while and just play video games all the time. I miss those days. Oh and tomorrow I'm going to pick up my transcript from my old high school so on Tuesday I can hand in my paper work to the recruiting office. I have the worst feeling right now I want September to come so bad so I can leave but at the same time I want it to never come so I can stay. It's a shitty situation. I'm thinking that after my 30 something weeks of training I'm going to ship over seas. Afghanistan, Iraq, Iran, whatever I don't care. I just need something to overcome in life, I want to face a threat and travel through unknown territory.